inspired

Tonight I am inspired. Inspired to pursue my short-term personal plan and to layout a long-term plan for my life. Come November, I'll be enrolling myself in a grueling review for the board exams. This time, no more putting off of the review or else I'll be stuck in this job I'm not supposed to be in. It's been three years that I went astray my original career path. Though I enjoy my work right now, there's a part of me that still makes me unsatisfied, unhappy.

I talked to our neighbor next door earlier. I found out he's licensed. Got surprised. He began talking about how he laid out his plans and how he managed to be "successful" in his career. From our talk, I got inspired. It lit up the fire that is slowly dying in me. In my thought, I wanted to be as "successful" as him. If he could do it, why couldn't I? 

movie treat for myself

Weee... Imma give myself a movie treat today! Another quality time with none other than me, myself and I. I sometimes find it pathetic that I'm watching movies at the theater all alone. Loser mode. Perhaps, I just got used to being with someone when I go to the cinema.

I don't watch movies at the cinema before. My point is, if pirated DVDs are available, why should I spend more just to see the movie? I'm going to watch it only once anyway - just another mindset of a practical person. xDD. It changed when I met my ex. That was the time when I started to like going to the movie theater - cuz I was with the person I love.

When I go to watch a movie, I would see couples happily going inside, couples cuddling inside the theater, all the scenes that would even make you feel like a loser. Hahaha. That sounds like I envy them, doesn't it? Well, not really. I just sorta get the slight feeling of being left out. But I think to myself, it's better being alone than be with someone who makes me feel alone. It's just that, I'm currently still in adjustment period.

Anyway, enough of this mushy, dramatic post! Time to go.

a noob to the world of blogging....

The idea of joining the blogosphere did not occur to me before. The term "blog" was even foreign to me. LOL. I liked the idea but there are things that are holding me back. First, I'm not really good at writing. Spontaneity-wise, I would rate my self at 3-4 in a scale of 10. Second, I really don't have much to share. I'm the type of person who don't talk much. When I'm out drinking with my friends, I'm just a great listener. xDD. Third, I easily get bored doing things. I'm a bit fickle-minded.

But here I am. This is my first blog ever. LOL. Ergo, not really my first blog. Prolly, my second "blog post". I remember having a "blog post" back in the Friendster days. Still, I'm a noob. So to myself, "Welcome to the world of blogging." I just hope I'd be able to continue this.